When you are down to nothing, God is up to something.

I sure hope so! This month I think was the hardest for some reason. If everything was good, I would have a 4 month old. What would he be like? Would he have his daddys eyes? His mommas stubborness? It gives me comfort

to know that one day I WILL get to know him and his personality. This amazing little guy has taught me so much about love, compassion, and faith I never even knew existed. Almost every time a patient will ask me if I have children. I look down, smile, and say yes, I do. I don't really explain myself too much because it probably makes for an uncomfortable situation. People usually don't know how to react when they hear my story. They either avoid the topic all together or let out heartfelt condolences. I don't blame them. Heck I wouldn't know what to say to someone in my situation either!

My Uncle Duane passed away unexpectedly last week. He was my moms brother. He was able to be burried right next to Madden. I'm glad because it'll be a few years before he has some company (Nick and I already bought our plots so we could be by him) I don't understand why all of this is all of a sudden happening to my family but I know we'll get through it.  I found this quote the other day. Normally I wouldn't like this type of quote but I found
it hilarious.

Well. It's true isn't it? 

 

Happy birthday Madden :)